Dreamers: October 2009

...Sometimes I feel like this world is not that big after all...

Today, I came across something really amazing.
It was a gift, a big gift, from many of my supporters!
And I can't even begin to imagine how much effort it takes for just simple individuals from all over the world to go out of their ways and create something so amazing only for ONE person.~
I can't believe you guys would do this for me.
From painting, singing, to baking and making crafts - this is SO much effort!
I'm very touched by your words and creations.

There are times when I really have been disappointed in myself for not being able to do very much for every one of you.
Your reactions are so genuine and the ways that you explain how much the things I do have affected you, your lives, and your dreams, make me feel whole again and it's beyond me how that has come to fruition.
From some of your messages, I realized how far I've actually come. I know it's been months and even a year, but I don't think I've realized how MUCH work we've been through and accomplished in that time until now..
Because I always felt like the work I put out hasn't been enough yet it has gotten this far =o

I couldn't stop watching the videos without going "OH MY GOD!" or just gasping at every single thing you guys did and made and said!!
There were such great moments and I love the fact that everyone expressed themselves through their own ways and interests ^_^ It was all a great time and I hope you guys really did enjoy working together!! =]
I was thinking about how beautiful it is if you guys would follow your dreams as well even if it's from this experience (and others of course) and become painters, singers, bakers, whatever you want to become ^~^

I can't imagine another time in my life when I've felt so accepted and supported by this many people =)
It means so much to me to know that I'll always have your support and be by my side ^~^
It means so much to know that you can count on me when it comes to your problems or dreams as well, happy times or sad times.
It means so much to be considered a friend, as inspiring as you make it seem, instead of an idol - which makes me hope that we can continue to have this kind of connection for all times, no matter what happens~ T~T
I genuinely appreciate your support all this time and for being around for so long and investing your faith in me and the things that I do.
I don't think that I can ever understand the true magnitude of influence that my work has on each of you, but it brings me joy that there are those who can find happiness and consolation in the same things that have brought us together under the same sky.

I shall push forward for my dream as you do for yours =]
Isn't it beautiful how people can come together?
You guys are greater supporters than even an idol could ask for, let alone a person such as myself.~
A person doesn't have to be admiring to be a friend, yet here I am who is, to some, an admiring friend.
I am so in debt to your everlasting love and support.

Thank you so much<3

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